End of a new beginning

Why it didn't work is something I'll never know. We seemed to be a perfect fit, at least for a little while. Coming home to you used to make me smile.

Somewhere along the way, things went off course. You weren't who you were supposed to be and I wasn't there for you. We couldn't change who we are into who we wanted to pretend to be.

This wasn't the way it was supposed to be. We were going to be the ones that made it through all the trials. We were going to succeed where others before us lacked the strength to go on. In the end we lacked the strength to see that we wouldn't make it. That it was doomed from the start. When we met, you meant everything to me. You filled the hole that had been left in my world. You brought happiness to where there was none. You gave me hope and helped me back up.

Maybe I was just blinded by your presence and couldn't see past our beginning. I was scared. I was afraid of being alone again.

I'm sorry we hit the bottom together. I'm sorry if you needed more than a positive attitude to make it through. I'm sorry I couldn't be what you wanted me to be. I'm sorry I wasn't the person you thought I was. I'm sorry for all I've brought down upon you.

I never meant to hurt you. I still want you to be happy. We both know that this is inevitable.

I'm sorry.